Wednesday, July 23, 2008

unhappy...




So stress.., so unhappy.., fed up with my life, feel stress feel unhappy with my work, every days need to handle a lot of production, we are just a small bakery, but we do like a big factory, keep produce and produce, 12hours nonstop working, really no time to rest, the job just can't finish.., no enough staff now..., some of my colleague already work until sick.., dizzy.., every days can't stop negative thinking.., resign resign !! AH..!!! I'm going be crazy..!!! why should i work like this..? working really like this? i can't feel joy with my job, what I'm doing..? what I'm doing..? feel like can't stand it anymore..!! especially the stupid senior, working messy.., dust everywhere.., voice very noisy.., can't just stop talking and work.., stupid..!! Wu........ sigh I'm fed up....
Working every days.. come back home, find some eat, take a bathe, online, close eye then sleep... open eye then work, come back home, find some eat, take a bathe, then then then...., may be Tuesday night will go out with friends watching movie, yam cha.., cause Wednesday is my off day, I'll chatting with my friends whole night, really have a lot of thing to chat, , enjoy my time with friends.., but.. always feel like the time so short, no enough.., still want to chat some more, but is time to back home... back to the place i don't like....

3 comments:

ToMaToBaBy said...

Darling, I'm sorry I am so far away and I cannot help you. Wish I was there beside you and be there for you through your hard times. I really miss you. Hope you rest more and take good care of yourself. I will see you in three days. Kiss you...

ng siew siew said...

See! There are so many people supporting you :D Use it as your driving force!
Work hard & work smart lucky man ;)

ToMaToBaBy said...

I'll go anywhere and everywhere with you. It'll be paradise as long as you're there.